~::Autumn Springs::~: December 2004

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

hey :-D this week has been an interesting one. I enjoyed Yule yesturday. It would have been fun with more people celebrating in though. oh well, on with the show... For Yule I baked a Yule Log Cake, Vegan Cocoa Snowballs, and non-alcoholic wassil! I did my moring meditation, got all my homework and classwork done so i could relax for the rest of the day, then came home to eat my cake. The cocoa snowballs didnt turn out as great as i though. they were really hard and crusty but my mom said they had a good flavor. i havent really tried them yet. The Yule log is DELICIOUS. It even looks like a real log with the way i spread the icing. I went to swimming too so it was a nice relaxing day. Anyway, besides baking I did a full room purification, meditation, reike for some of my friends, and tied my ribbon on the Yule tree. Hopefully ill get more people to come over and put a ribbon on the tree :-) I was actually thinking of continuing the celebration of Yule over a few more days. Its always a lot better when you either plan better, have the day off, or have a sabbat during summer. Im going to do something with my friends next week too as kind of a celebration. I havent seen them in such a long time, besides Mel or course. Its going to be so much fun! :-D ok on to other things... At school we have this annoying unit in gym called Arobics. This means we have to do hip hop, which is one of the things i despise the most. My group and I have to make up a routine to the Jennifer Lopez Song "Lets Get Loud" or whatever the name is. Whatever it is, ITS F*** ANNOYING! ok sorry i lost my sanity for a second. Its just so frustrrating doing something your detest and having two different hip hop/pop songs stuck in your head from listening to them for 1 1/2 hours every day. Someone save me :'(. Other than that my other classes are fine. I finished my linoleum prints and will be mounting them on a giant board when we get back from break. Today was ok too. For art we all had our prints done so we went to one of the Spanish teacher's class and watched part of The Road to El Dorado. I love that movie. I was probably one of the few people that actually thought it was funny. hehe. Moving on... Well I think thats all im going to write. I have to go see Cats tomarrow which Im not looking forward to. Maybe itll be better than I think itll be, who knows?...And hopefully New Hope, Shady Brook Farms, and Pedlar's Village will be open next week so my friends and I will be able to go places and enjoy ourselves. I better get to planning and thinking and such. bye :-D

Posted by Stef @ 8:29 PM

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Sunday, December 19, 2004

Here is some random survey I found:

*The \\*
Last Cigarette:	never had one
Last Alcoholic Drink:	wine at thanksgiving if that counts
Last Car Ride:	yesturday
Last Kiss:	when dinosaurs roamed the earth
Last Good Cry:	a couple weeks ago?
Last Library Book:	cant remember, it was for a project last year
Last book bought:	Astrology book, The Witche's Datebook
Last Book Read:	Macbeth
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:	The Forgotten
Last Movie Rented:	Saved, The Bourne Supremesy
Last Cuss Word Uttered:	hell?
Last Beverage Drank:	chocolate milk :-9
Last Food Consumed:	linguini alfredo
Last Crush:	CLASSIFIED INFORMATION
Last Phone Call:	Mel
Last TV Show Watched:	The Real World, Philadelphia
Last Time Showered:	a night or two ago
Last Shoes Worn:	Converse
Last CD Played:	My Egyptian Meditation CD
Last Item Bought:	Probably incense
Last Download:	some online arcade game
Last Annoyance:	my dad
Last Disappointment:	when i thought my friends didnt like me
Last Soda Drank:	Green Apple soda or Diet Coke
Last Thing Written:	a vegan substitution for an egg
Last Key Used:	g
Last Words Spoken:	i dont remember
Last Sleep:	last night
Last Ice Cream Eaten:	8th grade graduation
Last Chair Sat In:	the computer chair
Last Webpage Visited:	my own blog page :-P
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! Ill probably write after Yule. Bye for now! :-D

Ill probably write after Yule. Bye for now! :-D

Posted by Stef @ 6:57 PM

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Sunday, December 12, 2004

hey :-/ I jsut attempted to dye my hair....AGAAAIIIN! It didnt turn out the waqy I wanted but at least part of it showed up. For my birthday Im going to have the hair dresser bleach it out to an almost white color so I can dye it ALL the colors of the rainbow :-D. Ok moving on... I decided not to contact my friends to do something. I figured they couldnt do anything anyway so I guess Ill just have to wait until break or this weekend to do something. Maybe if they have a half day on Wed. we could do something but I dunno if anyone does besides me :-(. Oh well... Well I guess Im gonna go dye over the red with purple now and go write and draw things. I gotta prepare for Yule, you know ;-P Which means grocery shopping this upcoming weekend, but not interfiering with social plans. ok bye :-D --Sarah-Faye Darkfire--

Posted by Stef @ 6:04 PM

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Saturday, December 11, 2004

hey :-) its been a pretty good week. Besides me being in a weird mood/depressed it was ok i guess....ok on with the show... Last weekend i went to A C Moore, Hot Topic, and Barnes and Nobles. I got some fishnet stockings, a Jack Skeleton tie, earrings, and i think thats it form Hot Topic. At Barnes and Nobles I got The Witches Datebook 2005, The Witche's Calendar 2005, and a zodiac book for every day in the year. Then I got a whole load of candles at A C Moore....again.It doesnt hurt to plan ahead :-D The school week was ok i guess. We're starting linolium prints and I was pretty scared when it came to carving the board. The art teacher mentioned how if you miss the board and cut yourself that it woudl take a chunk out of your finger....that was somethng i really didnt need to know....oh and a kid faked getting his finger cut off and scared some girl....truely the highlight of the day. I finally finished rollerblading!!! Wo0o0o0o0o0ot! And i got 100% on my test!!! (I only had to do five skills in one minutes instead of ten becasue im special....well actually it was because i just learned how to rollerblade properly :-P) Other than that nothing else really went on this week. I've actually been depressed yet again because I never see any of my friends from outside of school. Besides Mel I havent seen anyone for over a month. I was planning on doing something over Christmas break but i have a bad feeling that no one will be able to do anything...again. And theyll all go do something without me....again....so Im going to try and see if mel and geoff can do something tomarrow. If any one of you is reading this....expect a email and/or phone call. Right now Im kind of typing this in tears...maybe after this Ill go lay down or something. Yet another day wasted doing nothing...oh and i invented somethign to help people who cut themselves. I call it Sketch Theropy. I wrote it in my ~special~ book just incase i felt the need to do it. Come to think of it...I dont think I ever have cut myself...ever. I have sensitive skin and it would hurt beyond anyone's imagination. Ugh...i cant believe people from my old school thought i did that. Get this...my group of friends were probably the only people in the entire grade who never did drugs, drink, have sex, or anything like that. But because of the way we dressed people thought otherwise. And since Im shadowing two people at two different schools, i get to say hi to all of them.....and show them what complete idiots they are (Ill be at Archbishop Wood Jan. 25th and Villa Joseph Marie Feb. 21st, just so you know...hehe...) :-( I feel sick...I must have eaten too much. For some reason Ive been waking up in the middle of the night. Weird, huh? I have to practically drug myself to sleep with two Tylinol pills every sunday because I stay up too late...and I guess when Im having some trouble with it, but its not a huge problem, thankfully. Wow, writing about this DOES make you feel better. You should all try it :-D But I still miss how in summer I would go places with Mel a lot and talk on the phone with her, and talk to Geoff on the phone while he went on trips. Such great memories...all gone :'(. At least I have some pictures to remember some stuff. Maybe things will get better once break comes. I cant WAIT for the half day this week (15th). They added it in because of some teacher workshop to help kids read better because we're all stupid at Pennsbury. Speaking of Pennsbury, I get to pick my classes for next year on Monday! Im doubling up in math so Ill get it all done by 12th grade. Im also gonna take regular SS, Science, Honors English, Art 2, and COOKING! yay! i dont want to have to do typing so i might actually switch that class next semester with a cooking one. Maybe later on ill take Mythology...hmmm....so many things to think about... Ok well i guess Im done for tonight. Im gonna go clean up some things around the house and maybe write down some incense recipes or something...its too late to make a candle :-P. Ok bye! :-D --Sarah-Faye Darkfire--

PS- Look at this cool thing I found: Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a toatl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. :-D

Posted by Stef @ 7:24 PM

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Monday, December 06, 2004

im very depressed right now. i dont even know why im writing this but hey...someone will read it and the what....o well , whatever :-( Song of the moment: Broken by Seether feat. Amy Lee --Sarah-Faye Darkfire--

Posted by Stef @ 7:13 PM

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Saturday, December 04, 2004

Hey! :-D wow, I dont think Ive written in here for a while. but anyway, on with the show... Its finally the weekend! yay!!! and im going to dye my hair black.....again! then im going to put red in it afterwards, but im not sure when thatll happen...i always mention it to my mom and i get the same thing: "Just remind me when you want to do it and ill do it". but heres the catch: everyday i want her to help me she cant do it so....yea.....but i think she can this time. whooo! I made a gingerbread house today. i was so proud of it...until i found out that the peices of the house i baked didnt fit together and that the gingerbread mix AND the icing were at least 5 months past their expiration date. my mom ended up throwing it out afterwards so that was completely pointless making it. I made a candle too. im still working on it and it looks pretty good. Its a nice dark purple color. I tried to make a votive candle but that didnt work, but i did make these wierd greenish colored jar candles that im proud of ^_^. not only that but i layed around the rest of the day until now because right now im typing...right now...at this computer....using keys....no not door keys...button keys....you know, the square shaped ones....ok on to other things... Im going to be shadowing Jacki January 25th....for no reason at all! whoo! and then im going to shadow Mel Febuary 21st...for no reason at all either! yay!!!! Its like a dream come true :-D Im afraid ill scare the living crap out of the students because, well, i dont dress "normal" and i dont where "normal" earrings, or wear any makeup (ok well i wear lots of black eyeliner, but thats all, I SWEAR!...you think Im lying, dont you!?). hehe...this should be fun :-P ::sigh:: I really miss my friends :'( besides Mel I havent seen anyone for over a month :'( ::starts crying:: come back...COME BACK!!! :'( ok well now im really sad so Im going to go color my hair now...and maybe meditate, I missed doing something yesturday for the First Quarter Moon (there was a confusion over weither it was on the 3rd or the 5th) so now im doing something today. maybe ill make more incense... oh well, ill figure it out someday. bye! :-D --Sarah-Faye Darkfire--

Posted by Stef @ 9:43 PM

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Wednesday, December 01, 2004

hey! :-D I havent written in here for a while. thats because i was in Niagara Falls...again :-( heres how it went: We stayed at my aunt's house from thanksgiving to sunday. we went to see my grandma twice, my godfather and my godson, my godmom, my uncle nick and aunt claudia and cousin Jenelle, and i think thats it....nothing interesting really happened there. at least i helped smash the potatoes ^_^ ahhhh i had trouble sleeping again. ever since my aunt told me about her house potentially being haunted, i couldnt sleep there for anything. so it messed me up when i got home. thanks a lot lol :-P i managed to clean my room on Sunday and but up the Yule decorations!!! :-D its looks really nice. i like the candle colors too....ill explain that all later...but anyway, i went to the mall with Mel on monday :-D (we had off!) we were walking around and catching up on some things....and talking about Santa, who by the way was there, but we didnt have time for any pictures ::tear:: . we were also looking up our names in baby-namer books. one of the different derivations of my name is Phanya, so she called me that, and i called her Malony XD. i got a 100 pack of incense called "Polo Sport" (its smells very manly X6), and i got a 20 pack of "pot" incense called "World Wide Weed" (it smells like Bubble Yum Watermelon gum XD), and believe it or not i got gaged earrings (for those of you who dont know what that is, its rearrings that have really really thick posts that stretch your earring hole, depending on the gage size). i got a 10g, which is not really too big or too small. word of advice: gage one step at a time! dont skip one like i did! silly steffey :-Pim not going any bigger after that... afterwards we went to Barnes and Nobles so Mel could get a book for school. then after that i went home, burned my incense, and went nighty-night... thats probably what i should be doing right now, but im too busy taling to my friend and making plans to bake vegan gingerbread. oh and today was ok i guess lol. i hate going back on tuesdays but hey, at least its not a full week .ok im off to do whatever. wow, what a long enrty lol. bye!!! :-D --Sarah-Faye Darkfire--

Posted by Stef @ 1:45 AM

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about

-Ok so my name is: Stefanie
-My Birthday is: January 23rd 1990
-Which makes me: Aquarius
-And also makes me: 15 years old
-I attend: Conwell-Egan [2005-2008]
-My Interests are:
+swimming
+yoga
+candles/incense (kind of)
+different foreign/religous cultures
+occasional reading
+sleeping
+eating
+watching TV
+listening to all kind of rock music (with the occasional techno and maybe old pop)
+art
+photography
+cafes
+hanging out with friends
+chilling in my room

-Other things to know:
+Im kind of vegetarian (Theres a huge long name for it that you wouldnt understand so Ill just leave it at that)
+Im athiest/agnostic. Not sure which I would be
+Im a crazy bitch most of the time but deep down Im the quiet type
+I sleep with my glasses on at night
+Total peircings: 6
+My hair has been just about every color of the rainbow

wishlist

the Donnie Darko movie

a boyfriend

a new computer

new school uniform

The Sims 2 game

~~a haircut~~

My Little Poney Dream Castle set

~~a new layout for blogger~~

new earrings

digital camera

webcam