~::Autumn Springs::~

2005-09-10T21:58:00.000-07:00

Im not posting on here anymore, maybe Ill post on my myspace for now. heres something I wrote to my dearest "friend" Geoff on my special myspace :

You were never relaly a friend to mee. Yea that sounds really corney I guess you "tried" but your trying wasnt good enough. You never really called me unless you called to say "sorry I cant talk". You never fucking asked ME to do anything and I find out that youre not actually busy and youre out with Mel and Deane all night (yea i just got text messages from deane saying she was out and mel was with her so I assujmed that since you fucking love HER sdo much that you were there too.) Gee whatever happened to good ol' Stef?! Do I fucking mean anything to you?!!? HUH!?!? thats right I didnt didnt fucking think so. Youre not even worthy of being cried over anymore. I cant believe I wasted TWO YEARS trying to be friends with you and then I changed and it looked liek it was going great but I guess not. I realized that we'll probably never get along so there, I said it. I HATE YOU. You shoudl get used to people saying that to your face because everyone fucking loves you and youre so used to it. YOU HAVE NO FUCKING EMOTIONS HAVE I EVEN EVER SEEN YOU UPSET OR BEGIN TO CRY!?!?! nope. You just sit there and think your thoughts and dont really care about me. and i thought we could be friends after i changed. hahahaa i guess fucking not! I bet youll never read this because you try and be an "individual" and not get a myspace. fuck you. seriously i cant fucking take this anymore!!!!!!!! You better fuckign read my blog comment and take it fucking seriously! And oyu always fucking skim things. DONT SKIM THINGS THAT ARE IMPORTANT. Im done with you you asshole!

2005-08-30T18:47:00.000-07:00

Oops! PS- Freshman/new students orientation is tomarrow! Im so excited! :D I get to see Molly and the 15 other upperclassmen that are transferring to Conwell-Egan (wow, only 15 total for Sophmores and Juniors!?). Yea, and let me know what you think of the (coming up) new layout! :D

2005-08-30T18:45:00.000-07:00

AHHHHH! Need to update more! Or more quickly, soo much has happened! :D

Well first I went to the mall with Jackie Chaz, again, but its always fun! But first we saw Valiant (yea I know its a kiddy movie, but those are always awsome!). Hahaha it was so funny! We saw the preview for Chicken Little coming out on November 4th this year and we're definately goign to see it ;-). Oh by the way we took Jackie's little sister along (it was her birthday coming up and all so we decided to treat her to the movie. Jackie's such a nice older sister lol). But anywaaaay I got my Conwell-Egan roster! Its posted on my myspace for those who want to see it and check it out, Im not sure if I have classes with anyone else but Molly, I have 3rd, 4th, 5th, 7th, and 8th period with her! I still wish I went to Wood though :( But we went to get my school photo ID thing and well it looks liek shit, as they always do. Yea, gotta love photo IDs. We tried on used uniforms but they were all shitty too so we're buying brand new ones so Ill look all spiffy!

In other news I downloaded Limewire, and it sucks. Well not really, I downloaded the entire Donnie Darko movie off it is but it takes so fucking long to connect! AHHH! lol but at least I gots mah movie! :D Changing layout soon!

Werd! I be the Nerd Berd! :D

2005-08-25T20:02:00.000-07:00

Oh yea, what was I here for? OH YEA!!!! Testing out my dandy new drop down playlist I am :D Let me knwo if its a peice of shit or if it works! :D

Okaaay nevermind then, doesnt even work the slightest bit. It screwed up my blog and the entries and shit. Soooo Ill try again laterrr! :D Or another code might be better

2005-08-25T20:00:00.000-07:00

OMFG! So very stressed! But thats okay! :D Just got back from work maybe an hour ago, I got mroe money!!!! Mostly because I worked 8 more hours than I was suppose to. But hey, MORE MONEY! :D

Bad news, Im not going to Archbishop Wood :'(. And Sorry for not updating for a while, to whoever even reads this shit. Anywaaaay, my mom was very stubborn in saying I couldnt go, because shes all spazzy about me going on a Neshaminy bus and getting caught, when another girl did it for the entire year and she didnt even get caught! WTF? If SHE can get away with it, why cant I?! OMG I HATE THIS! >:O.

Buuut on a lighter not I went to the mall with Mike on Sunday, saw 578943670986 million kids from Pennsbury I knew, one guy that I liked, and Geoff, Mel, and Sara. Oh yea and I think Caitlin Mcgeever? And one of her other friends? Not sure but yea, I saw them there. We got inot a car accident before we got there. It was Mike's sister's first ever accident but dont worry, she jsut trapped the bumper ;-). No one was harmed but it took over an hour to get one fucking police car over there, when they were only about a little ways down the road. So Mike and I went to Wendy's. Yuuuum. And then after that we went to the mall, yadda yadda yaddda! :D. Ive been talking to people who I havent been in contact for a while, and Im pissed because people I gave out numbers to didnt even bother calling me, so I had to call them. At least Amanda appreciated it, and she said she was flattered. And then I called Jackie who Ive been keeping in touch with (and also might be working at the vet with me! YAAAY! :D), lets see and umm, Liz too! And uhh, thats about it lol oh and Jacki Wanat (other Jackie, there are two. Hard to explain. Well not really lol). I love calling up old friend, or not really so old friends and letting them know Im thinking about them and Im completely bored out of my mind and thats why I usually call in the first place.

and Geoff's parents wont let me do anything with him because they think I still do witchcraft and shit so NOW I have to talk with them and hopefully theyll give me a second chance. And even greater than that is I hve to decide where Im going soon before school starts, or at least before PHS starts because PHS I think starts the 31st next Wednesday and Conwell-Egan, my new choice, god I fucking hate this, startes September7th now, so I have to see how they are and them make a desicion so I can get on with my fucking life and read my books! :D EEEEEEEYE! Oy vey, Im starting to dread school. If only I went to Weed, ooops I mean Wood lol, then I would be SOOOO much happier! :D But no, I have to choose my poison (as some person said, forget who). See this would be soooo much better if they had transpertation...Damn Non-Transpertation Having Yuppies

2005-08-19T14:25:00.000-07:00

WTF? This is a ranting entry. BEWARE!

So it finally looks like Im going to Archbishop Wood but heres another problem: matching scedules. I only really know Jackie and I dont know my way around the school. I visited there in what, 8th grade? Thats almost 2 years ago, I dont remember shit. Hey if you dont provide transpertation for my district the LEAST you could do is match my fucking scedule! So I wont be so miserable and as stressed out as I already am. Man, I cant believe they "cant garentee it"! Its catholic school, you cater to MY needs! AHHHHH! Ok ranting is over!

I dont want summer to end. Its been very magical and the best summer Ive probably ever had. Cant wait til school though! If everything works out that is...

2005-08-17T13:29:00.000-07:00

NEW TEMPLATE! :D Coutesy of ohmyzod/Emilie (did I spell that right?).

Comment and let me know what ya think! (yup, youll have to comment now, NO MORE TAGBOARD! :D).

Lets see:

-no more tagboard
-no more "hugs"
-no more crowded space

I likeit! No, I LOVE IT! :D Yea Im in a peppy mood today! :DDDD. Smile too or ill fucking kill you! :D

2005-08-17T12:43:00.000-07:00

OOOW! I just changed my 10g to an 8g (gauge, its for earrings). Ok well it didnt hurt as much as Im making it seem but damn! Theyre a little itchy, and the right one is probably going to get infected. But wait, 10g sounds super huge you say? And why would it hurt if youre moving to an 8? Eight is a smaller number! Well Im sorry but gauging works a little differntly.

Gauging goes by even numbers, you start off at regular earrings which is 20 gauge. 18 pratically doesnt exist. Now you can go from 20 to 16 (see the numbers go backwards) and not feel anything. 14 gauge is for your tongue rings and belly rings, and changing just from 16 to 14 can hurt. 12 and 10 are rare to come across but NEVER go from 14 to 10! I tried that once and it hurt like a mother. Yup, a mother. 8 is what I have right now, its not that bad. When you get to the smaller numbers (the smaller the number, the bigger/wider the earring) there are usually more of them because of the different designs you can have with a much larger earring. 6 is still rare, 4s are for people who think they have a huge gauge but they dont, 2s are very popular and then theres 0 (zero). 0 is pretty big. Then 00 (double zero) which is about 1/4-1/2 inch in diameter. And thats to the point where you can pretty much see through the other end of your ear (but you still can at around 8 or 6 I think?). Anything thats a fraction is fucking huge, and if you want bigger you need them custom made. I love my earrings. theyre called "horns". They kind of have this spiral shape to them and theyre either dark brown or black, not sure really. But they look cool! The things Ill do for a cool earring...I swear. But I like it! :D

Might be changing layout soon, keep your eyes peeled. I dont want to ruin a new design by loading it with all of my crap (tagboard, counter, "hugs", etc). Not sure if I want to depart from them, the tagboard will be easy and I guess I could get a small/invisible counter. And the hugs will have to go. And I think thats it?

RAWR I WANT TO GO TO ARCHBISHOP WOOD AND WE'RE SO CLOSE YET SO FAR AWAY!

Things will get better, I hope...Tune in next week for...Stef's World! :D

2005-08-14T23:12:00.000-07:00

Went to the mall with Jackie Chaz todaaay! I got new clothes as always and new earrings! Today wa a bonanza of fun! Ill explain:

First we went to the mall like I just said, got new clothes and stuff, aaaand took pictures! Im the one with my hair down with the glasses. Go here!. Yea, I finally got a myspace. SHUT UP! Its not like I wanted one, how else am I suppose to comment? Anyway, getting back to the mall, afterwards we went back to my house to chill. We went on the computer and I made her look through my stuff and....I cooked her dinner! Well she helped too. Its a tomato-y Italian dish. She LOVED it! I love it too and thats why I made it. She rented "White Noise" for us to watch so we ate and watched that movie. We paused this one time and the bathroom sqeeked. We thought demons were in my toilet (Since we're watching White Noise and all). It got finished right on time! So we burned some songs for her to take back home and jam to. Oh and by the way, we saw Caitlin Deane, who none of us have seen for maybe a year? It was awsome! :D But alas, the day is over and Ive had too many sweets. Maybe talking to Mollay more will help. She sends me Kyo stuff.

2005-08-12T14:23:00.000-07:00

Jacki finally updated! And now Im stealing her quiz, sorry :P. You can find her site here (Im so nice, I link back to people!).

[[Your past]]…Have you ever…

Snuck out of the house? yes

Played spin the bottle? nope

Toilet-papered someone’s house/property? I wish

Tutored someone? yup

Called the cops? no

Eaten file minyon? yea a while ago

Had a crush on a teacher? nope

Played poker with money? yea

Liked someone but never told them? of course

Sat on your glasses and broke them? no. nothing breaks my glasses

Went camping in your backyard? no, but I went to a campout once at my old camp

Got an autograph? at Disney World, from Chip and Dale!!!!!

Had a crush on your brother’s friend? only child, sorry

Told a joke that nobody thought was funny? haha sometimes

Walked in the rain with no umbrella? almost all the time! I love rain

Starting laughing for no reason at a bad time? yea, during those akward silences in buildings/classrooms

Worn something your mom didn’t approve of? yea probably

Been to a nude beach? that woudl be fun lol

Cursed in a church? no, gotta put that on my "to do" list :P

Hacked into someone’s computer? you bet

Been called a hoe for kissing someone? nope

Burnt yourself with a curling iron/straightener? yea

Blackmailed someone? many times before lol

Wanted to be a police officer? nah

Dumped someone? nope

Been hit on by someone too old? ewww, dont remind me. yes

Bought lottery tickets? yea

Made out in a car? nope

Looked through your brothers/sister’s stuff? ONLY CHILD

Said something bad about someone who was near you and heard it? yea probably

Cried during a movie? nope

Wanted something you couldn’t have? of course

wanted someone u cldnt have? yea, dont remind me :'(

Seen someone shoplift? no

Yelled at your pet? I dont think so but I probably have

Bought a thong when the cashier was a guy? nope

Gotten seasick- I love boatrides!

Had a stalker- probably, somewhere out there lol

Played a prank on someone that had them really scared? I think so

Been embarrassed by your family? who hasnt???

Felt bad about eating meat? 75% of the time I do

Save a life? yea probably

Protested something? I am the queen of protesting

Look at something everyone thought was ugly and sed aww? lol yea

Tried to teach your dog sick em? no I dont have a dog, I tried to teach my cats :P

Screamed in a library? another thing for my "to do" list

Made out with a stranger? no

Wished a part of you was different? yea

Ask a guy to dance? no, thats part of my shy side

'Been asked out by a really hott guy? no :'(

Laughed so hard you cried? all the time

Went up to a complete stranger and started talking? you bet

Been sunburned? yea, and even got sun poisoning

Kicked a guy in the nuts for being a perv? Ive smacked guys for being a perv but nto kicked them in the nuts

Woke someone up by screaming in their ear? I have other ways of waking people up (hehe)

Threw up in school? yea

Received an anonymous love letter? no, I wish

Had to wear something you hated? who hasnt?

Had to pretend to like a present you hated? yeah

Been to a luau? no, but they sound like fun!

Had a really bad haircut? yea, 2nd grade

Saw your ex and wanted to kick his ass? never had an ex, never had a boyfriend either

Cursed infront of your parents? yea, I need to keep my mouth shut :X

Been on a commercial on TV? no

Watched a movie that made you miss your ex? nope, see above

Been out of your country? yup, Canada. Thats it lol

Been honked at by some guy when you were walkin down the sidewalk? nope

Won at pool? I suck at pool

Fought with your best friend? yea

Went to a party where you were the only sober one? no

Went on a diet? yeah

Been lost out to sea? no

Been told an extremely stupid line? no but Im looking forward to that if I go to a new school

Played truth or dare? yea!

Been dared to kiss with someone of the same sex? nope

Cut class? kind of. 8th grade end of the year with Jacki and Geoff! Aretha Franklin all the way!

Cheated on your boy friend? never had one, and NEVER would I cheat

Been pulled over by a cop? nope

Tanned topless? nope, hate tanning

Been attacked by seagulls? no, I attack them

Been searched at an airport? yea, teh lady said I looked "suspicious"?

Been pants-ed ? no but Ive witnessed a few

Gotten lost at the beach/boardwalk? nope

Stole from a teacher? yea, a pen

Thrown a shoe at someone-? yup

Broke someone’s heart? who knows, maybe I have

Sung in the shower? and hum, when I was younger

Bought something way too expensive? probably

Done something really stupid that you still laugh about? yea of course

Been walked in on when you were dressing? yea a few times

Ran out of a movie theater cause you were too scared of the movie? I love scary movies mroe than anything, so no

Been kicked out of a mall? nope

Been mean to someone then instantly wanted to take it back? yeah

Got gum stuck in your hair ? yea at camp. They used peanut butter to get it out then they French braided my hair. how nice! lol

Spilled your drink on someone on purpose? nah

Been given detention on the worst day that you could get one? never gotten a detention

Wanted plastic surgery? yea, a while ago (children and their little fantasies)

Stood someone up? nope, I dont think so

Done something stupid when you were drunk? never really been drunk

Slammed into someone while you were checking someone out with your head turned? nope

Fell off your roof? I cant even get up there lol

Pretended you were scared so you could cuddle up to someone? I dotn really get scared I would just move in on you and cuddle if I felt like it. jeez lol

Been in a car crash? a couple

Had a deer jump in front of your car? no

Lied to someone and looked them straight in the eye? yup

[[Your talents]] Can you…

Unwrap a starburst with your tongue? no but I want to try it!

Manipulate people easily? you bet I can! lol

Sing? yea I just suck at it

Open your eyes underwater? of course, but since I cant see 7 inches in front of my face without glasses (yes I measured it!) I need googles

Eat whatever you want and not have to worry? worry about what? I guess not then

Iceskate? havent done it in a while but I think I still can

Sing infront of a crowd? a long time ago in chorus (they let anybody in lol)

Whistle? yeah

Be a bitch sometimes? yea, only sometimes

Walk in really high heels? yeah

Eat super spicy foods? I love spicy foods!

Play an instrument? Recorder (dont remember) and piano (not sure if I remember how to play that either)

Block out what someone is saying if you don’t want to hear it? yea

Act like you like somebody you hate? yeah

Skateboard? yea I wish lol

Sleep with lights on? If Im really tired/forget then yes

Multitask? Im the queen of that too

Touch your nose with your tongue-? no

Fall asleep easily in a car? kind of

Catwalk- yeah

Do the 1,2 step? That song haunts me, so no

Blow your nose? who cant???

Do the cottoneyed joe? yea, used to do it a lot at camp. Its fun!

Tell when a guy is gay? most of the time

Play ddr and not fall? I love DDR! and yes

Surf? nope

Make yourself cry- sometimes

Fit in your locker? with lockers being as anarexic as they are these days, no lol

Taste the difference between coke and pepsi? probably not

And ther you have it! I hope this has been fun to read, or else :D. Enjoy the rest of your day while I enjoy some more chocolate pudding. Yuummmm

2005-08-10T12:35:00.000-07:00

FIXED THE LAYOUT! :D

I edited the picture and repeated a small portion of the background so there wouldnt be a bunch of scrolling boxes. And I moved the hit counter and the credits over to the right so it wouldnt be so crouded. Let me know what you think!

2005-08-10T10:53:00.000-07:00

Ariesprep told me to update so what the hell :P. I feel nice today.

Im very close to getting transpertation to Archbishop Wood! So sosososo close! And theres a woman that lives maybe 5 or 10 minutes away that can take me to school. She homeschools and she has 7 kids. I dont know how she does it. But now if they get creative they might get a van out! (You see Wood didnt provide transpertation for Pennsbury students so the only way to get there is iether driving there myself, and my mom works and my dad is a dangerous driver, or get a van.). We need 6 families to get one measely van out here to drive me to frickin' school! I would be the fourth but there might be another way. So all looks well and Im sure I can go there this year! If I cant I can assure you that Ill be crying in a corner for a VERY VERY long time.

I hate my buddylist, the AIM robots keep signing on and off and there are a bunch of those little notices piled up on one another and its blocking the right side of the screen. AIM MUST DIE.

IN OTHER NEWS

My bra wire broke :(. Now I have to replace the wire AGAIN or get a new one. And I need more bras anyway so maybe I can go shopping. More to come later! I hope. I really need to eat breakfast, because I have work today. MONEY!

2005-08-05T12:18:00.000-07:00

I sound really tired dont I? Im still getting over being sick. And again, PHONES SCREW UP YOUR VOICE!

2005-08-05T10:50:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating for like a week or something. I was sick, so so sick. I had a 103.5 fever and I kept passing out everywhere trying to sleep. And thats pretty much all I did for 3 days. I went to the doctor and it ended up being strept throat? WHO THE HELL GETS A 103.5 FEVER AND NO ITCHY THROAT AND GET STREPT THROAT?

Im on these giant anti-biotic pils that I take twice a day and they help so I should be back to normal and not bitch and be crabby! :D. Still recovering though. And now school is less than a month away and I havent started reading, but thats no problem because well, i have three weeks. But I was thinking of going to Archbishop Wood if I got the chance so maybe I wont have to read for Pennsbury and maybe I dont have to read to Wood either.

BOW BEFORE MY GENIUS!

But Ill read anyway if I have to. Oh and I missed the part where I went to the mall with jacki and a couple of her friends and that was ok I guess (the two guys only talked a lot near each other) but seeing Jacki again and getting new clothes makes it all worth while :D. And now if youll excuse me I have to shove a 1 inch pill down my throat and get some food.

2005-07-29T10:58:00.000-07:00

I was just talking to Mel a day or two ago and she brought up something I think you all should see. I got this from her icon site :

"Talk about looking sharp!" Did you guess what those shiny things are yet?

Yup! THOSE ARE RAZORS!

So not only has cutting become a trend it is now being supported and

Encouraged....

America has gone to hell and Hot Topic began the fall.

They have turned an actual problem into a joke!

Please let me know that the whole world has not gone to hell and comment letting me know that some people in this world are still sane.....

2005-07-27T02:58:00.000-07:00

Heres a quiz for you all to enjoy! (I stole it from Mike). And fill out. Im not updating until I get at least three of these filled out! When youre finished, please post the survey and teh answers in a comment. Thank you!:

1. What is your name?
2.What is my full name?
3. How well do you think you know me?
4. Do you think I'm attractive?
5. Would you marry me?
6. How long have we known each other?
7. Have we ever dated?
8. What is my favorite color(s)?
9. Do I have braces?
10. Do you know where I live?
11. Have you ever been to my house?
12. Have you ever spent the night?
13. When is my birthday?
14. Do I have any siblings, what are there names?
15. What is my style?
16. Do I wear contacts?
17. Do I tell you a lot of my business?
18. Have you ever told me you loved me?
19. Have you ever hugged me?
20. What color eyes do I have?
21. Are you taller than me?
22. Do you want to get to know me better?
23. Have you ever gotten mad at me?
24. Have you ever gotten annoyed with me?
25. Have I ever done something mean to you?
26. Do you think I would ever commit suicide?
27. What would you do if I did?
28. Would you die for me?
29. What would you do if I moved out of the country?
30. What would be your last words if you could never see me again?
31. What would you do to help me if I was in a state of depression?
32. Am I good at school?
33. What sports do I play?
34. What hobbies do I have?
35. Do you know how far I've gone?
36. What word do you think of when you think of me?
37. Could you have your eyes closed and still know that it's me?
38. What would you do if I ditched you?
39. What would you do if I suddenly fell in love with you?
40. What is my favorite song?
41. What is my favorite band?
42. Do I have a nice butt?
43. Do you know who I like?
44. Where have I gone on vacation?
45. Do you find me cool?
46. Am I easy to talk to?
47. Will I be a good parent?
48. What do I want to be when I'm older?
49. Can I usually make you happy?
50. Most importantly, how much do you love me?

2005-07-26T19:20:00.000-07:00

2005-07-23T23:43:00.000-07:00

Super amazing time today at the Summer Stock show! I saw Brigadoon, it has to do with Scotland. Yes, Scotland. With wee lit'l Scotty dugs!

I went to Jacki's house first and she got ready, then off to pick up her friend Lina. I got free blowdrying from the wind blowing in my face (they drove fast and left the window open). We finally got there and went back into the Cast Only section to meet some people. We went to the boy's changing room that had a sign that said "Tough men wear kilts" XD! Ive never seen a room full of so many half naked men in kilts in my whole life. But I saw the play and it was great, but the place was really cold! We couldnt find her after intermission, and so waited until the ending, but still no Jacki. We found her later and went back with her to help her with wiring and such with the help of this guy named Mike I think? Then the cast party! We still got free food, even though Lina and I had no part of it. But hey, free food, would more could you ask for? They had some music, but it was kind of crappy, so we ate and walked around, and decided to just chill with other cast members. And for some reason Mike left his blacklight in the auditorium and well, that was fun walking all over the place trying to find it. We got back in time to go crazy and dance like the idiots we are, then we had to leave. But we went back to Jackis house for some nachos! Yuuuuummmm. It was great, definately a lot of fun.

I need to make plans with more people, theres still Molly, Liz, Steph, Dena, Geoff etc. Speaking of Geoff, he texted me a couple of times, great ot hear from him :D.

BEHOLD MEH WEE LIT'L SHCOTTY DUG!

2005-07-21T02:44:00.000-07:00

Mad. Oh so VERY mad. I can feel the deep pit in my heart, and it really hurts, but thats nothing a little time at work wont fix :). I wrote an email to that person to show how I felt, and I just talked to Jacki and took it off (it could make things messy). And thank you for the support! Greatly appreciated, and thank you for the hugs. I needed them.

And I need new clothes, badly. I need Mel to go shopping with me, not only because I have more money now but I want my skirt back dammit! :P. Im not giving her "DORK" barettes back until my hippy skirt is returned (in good condition, I hope). I really do need a wordrobe update, my own computer, a new digital camera, and someone to take pictures of me with that camera.

Still waiting for this 35 minute clip of a Japanese movie to download, but its going to take about 6 1/2 more hours to download. RAWR!

2005-07-19T18:43:00.000-07:00

WELCOME HOME GEOFF! :D

2005-07-16T23:50:00.000-07:00

My paychecks arent going to be as bad as I thought. It was low before due to the fact that I was testing out the job earlier, so that was a relief! $100 every other week isnt too bad :D.

Textures and brushes are my hero. Im thinking of making a layout for this blog and not submitting it, just having it customed for me. I just went to 1greeneye and downloaded a whole mess of brushed. This is what a picture looks like with brushes (I made it, so it looks kind of crappy :P):

Im not going to use this in my new layout of course. Im waiting to get pictures developed. I need a digital camera, it would pretty much solve everything!

On a random note, my passion flower plant produced a fruit! I dont think it was a fruit species, but I guess it is now. It should be ready to pick in a week or so. I can even make juice out of it.
Three cheers!

2005-07-13T01:21:00.000-07:00

::CRIES OUT OF LAUGHTER:: Everyone needs to watch this! (I got it from Derek). You ned quicktime to view it, but its completely worth it! XD

http://www.toxic.no/php/vis_film.php?id=82

2005-07-12T17:10:00.000-07:00

I just got back from hanging out with Keith!

Its been a while since I last saw him, so it was great talking to him. I had to walk up to Quarry Hill (elementary school) and meet him there. I brought water balloons, and he brought a lighter :-P. We started throwing them around everywhere, he even chucked a couple at a car! Then this Special Ed teacher said it would scare the children so we had to go to the feild, she was kind of nice about it. But we headed down to his friends house to see if they wanted to hang out and so we could fill up more balloons, but no one could come! RAWR! So we walked to his house and I finally got some iced tea and a PB&J sandwhich. We vegged out and played video games the rest of the time. Started of with 007 the game and a Pro Skater game. Apparently I kick ass at it, kidn of . But then I had to walk home and boy was that fun (I forgot to wear socks...).

So all in all I left with an empty backpack, a few blisters, and some good memories. But my feet hurt REALLY badly. I really need to remember to bring some socks next time...

2005-07-10T13:36:00.000-07:00

THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING LEFT TO DO IN PENNSYLVANIA...

I should move to New Mexico or something. At least running from rattlesnakes will keep me busy :-P

Talked to Kieth today for a little while, it was nice to speak to him after a while (we hardly see each other/talk anymore, ever since I had to move to the other cafiteria. Long story...). I miss his stories, I might be doing something with him soon, if I can get a paintball marker. That would be fun, I need to get one, and quad. Thats all you really need to have a fun summer: some friends, AIM, a paintball marker, and a quad. And some incense of course...

Mmm, Im hungry (as always). I cant find anything in my refridgerater, probably because I ate it all already. But theres no harm in looking.

2005-07-09T20:11:00.000-07:00

What do you do when youre not sure if your friend is treating you like SHIT or is just tired, and when youre bored and looking to be cheered up?

Talk to a random kid in Nebraska! :-P.

I just downloaded MSN messenger, and Im not sure this thing is even working, and Im trying to get in contact with a couple people and its just not working. Not only that but other things are just bugging me. Oh how I wish for some coffee right now, but its after 6:00PM, so I cant have any or else Ill be up for two days...

VERY BORED, NEED COFFEE, RAWR!

2005-07-06T21:52:00.000-07:00

120th POST!

(Can you believe it? I know I cant :-D)

Heres a random survey I stole from Witbyt to kick off 120 posts. Sad how I celebrate things, isnt it? :-P

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Stefanie
2. Stef
3. Steffey (only Mel can call me that...)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. stefworld1
2. stefworld321
3. stefworld123

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My attitude towards life.
2. My love of all things, dark and light.
3. My compassion and friendliness towards others (if you deserve it that is :-P) .

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My procrastinating.
2. My hair, kind of
3. My laziness

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1(almost all) Italian
2.(possibly) Sweedish
3.(possibly) French

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. A friend dying
2.Fast moving bugs
3. Suffication

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS (aside from food/drink/air/etc):
1. Computer
2. Music
3. Human conact

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW*/FAVORITE ARTICLES OF CLOTHING:
1. My light purple Garfield Pajamas
2. A random grey shirt
3. My neclaces (pentagram, Celtic knot)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS (at the moment):
1. I
2. Have
3. No favorites lol

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Armageddon-Alkaline Trio
2. My Own Worst Enemy-Lit
3. 99 Red Balloons-Goldfinger

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Getting a little more exercise
2. Go to a foreign country (other than on the continent)
3. Making even more templates

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Trust.
2. A shoulder to cry on when things are bad.
3. Someone close to me

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in that order)
1. I sleep with my glasses on
2. I am oversexual (if thats even possible...)
3. Im goth

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. His Hair
2. His Style
3. His height.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Roll my tongue.
2. Say/Spell certain words
3. Say "can" without sounding British

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Work on computer
2. Swimming (when the seasion comes)
3. Doing all things artsy

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Get a haircut and straighten it
2. Get my own computer
3. Go outside in the darkness and run around with the fireflies

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Crime Scene Investigator
2. Webpage Designing
3. Working parttime in a small shop selling Earthen goods and spiffy clothing

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. France
2. Japan
3. Somewhere in the middle of the country

THREE KID'S NAMES:
I hate children...

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Skydive (who doesnt?)
2. Walk into an anti-gravity room
3. Have a wild group orgy (I guess...XP)

2005-07-04T11:17:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY!

I think I might be going over Joanne's house today (mom's friend) for a little party. I get to see the free-running chickens! Its great that she lets them run free and lay eggs wherever they want. I think I might ask for more, at least theyre less cruel :-D.

I went out to the mall with Mel yesterday, it was awsome seeing her again! We just shopped around for school clothes. Mine were all at Hot Topic of course, except this one black skirt that I got at Forever 21 (which Im probably not going back to, sorry Mel :-P). We went back to my house later and just walked around and look at my yearbook and dropped her off. For some reason people set off fireworks Saturday night, and last night. It kind of kills the joy of the holiday, but then again Im not too partiotic anyway. And we cant set off our own fireworks because Pennsylvania only lets people set them off if they have a permit, no wooded areas, and they have to be legal. Luckily I have sparkler candles...

Watch this. It rocks.

2005-07-02T20:44:00.000-07:00

stefworld123 (8:04:12 PM): hey!
Blacklotus121 (8:04:20 PM): hallo
stefworld123 (8:04:24 PM): whats up?
Blacklotus121 (8:04:35 PM): packing, getting some songs from Wicked, you?
stefworld123 (8:04:44 PM): nothing. i thought you left already
Blacklotus121 (8:04:59 PM): no, i leave tomorrow at 6.00 am
stefworld123 (8:05:14 PM): ok. wow, why so early?
Blacklotus121 (8:05:23 PM): my flight is at 8, so....
Blacklotus121 (8:05:28 PM): airport by 6.30
stefworld123 (8:06:27 PM): . that should be fun lol. i might have my hair cut by the time you get back!
Blacklotus121 (8:07:51 PM): cool
stefworld123 (8:08:53 PM): yum, this vegan cheese is good . i got the mozerella flavor. do you want to do something when you get back?
Blacklotus121 (8:09:31 PM): what did you have in mind?
stefworld123 (8:10:11 PM): im not sure yet, but then again i have two weeks to think about it lol. ill try to get everyone to do something maybe a day or two after you come home
Blacklotus121 (8:10:32 PM): cool idea
stefworld123 (8:10:52 PM): . do you get any free time while youre there?
Blacklotus121 is away at 8:13:51 PM.
Blacklotus121 returned at 8:15:15 PM.
Blacklotus121 (8:15:16 PM): i dunno
Blacklotus121 (8:15:21 PM): probably not much
stefworld123 (8:15:37 PM): . you poor thing. i have good news!
Blacklotus121 (8:15:42 PM): what?
stefworld123 (8:15:53 PM): i got my first paycheck! want to hear the bad news?
Blacklotus121 (8:15:58 PM): go on
stefworld123 (8:16:24 PM): good ol' Uncle Sam took 1/4 of it, and i owed my mom $25. do you know where this leaves me?
Blacklotus121 (8:16:31 PM): 1/4??????
Blacklotus121 (8:16:36 PM): thats absurd.
Blacklotus121 (8:16:53 PM): i get 1/7 or so
Blacklotus121 (8:17:08 PM): where does this leave you?
stefworld123 (8:17:14 PM): $41
Blacklotus121 (8:17:18 PM): :-(
Blacklotus121 (8:17:19 PM): aww
Blacklotus121 (8:17:25 PM): well, ive gotten 2 paychecks thus far
Blacklotus121 (8:17:37 PM): each for about $220 after taxation
Blacklotus121 (8:17:39 PM): :D
stefworld123 (8:17:46 PM): ....i hate you lol
Blacklotus121 (8:17:52 PM): I can smell the iPod.
stefworld123 (8:18:09 PM): well i smell no clothes for another 2 months
Blacklotus121 (8:18:14 PM): :-(
stefworld123 (8:18:23 PM): RAWR >_< Blacklotus121 (8:18:33 PM): I'm going on AN AIRPLANE TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Blacklotus121 (8:18:37 PM): !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Blacklotus121 (8:18:50 PM): AND GETTING COFFEE AT AN AIRPORT!
Blacklotus121 (8:18:56 PM): AND SITTING IN A TERMINAL!
Blacklotus121 (8:18:59 PM): AND AND AND AND!
stefworld123 (8:19:00 PM): !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Blacklotus121 (8:19:12 PM): AIRPLANES! IN THE SKY! UP THERE!
stefworld123 (8:19:28 PM): ah, i hate landing. but i love flying
Blacklotus121 (8:19:30 PM): ::makes airplane noises::
Blacklotus121 (8:19:34 PM): I LOVE LANDING
Blacklotus121 (8:19:37 PM): AND TAKING OFF
Blacklotus121 (8:19:39 PM): AND ASCENDING
stefworld123 (8:19:41 PM): hate those
Blacklotus121 (8:19:45 PM): AND DESCENDING ESPECIALLY!!!
Blacklotus121 (8:19:49 PM): THATS THE BEST!
Blacklotus121 (8:19:59 PM): when you see everything getting biger
Blacklotus121 (8:20:02 PM): bigger*
stefworld123 (8:20:24 PM): i love that! and youll get to see the circle shaped farms in Kansas!
Blacklotus121 (8:20:38 PM): Ladies and gentlemen, please fasten your seatbelts.
Blacklotus121 (8:20:50 PM): please lock your trays in their full and upright positions
stefworld123 (8:21:05 PM): LOL. someones a little too excited
Blacklotus121 (8:21:20 PM): you may now use all personal electronic devices.
Blacklotus121 (8:21:35 PM): our cruising altitude is 30,000 feet
Blacklotus121 (8:21:57 PM): We'll be touching down in Texas in about twenty minutes. the local time is 12:40
Blacklotus121 (8:21:59 PM): !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Blacklotus121 (8:22:01 PM): aaaaaaaaaah
stefworld123 (8:22:28 PM): ! you get to see the Grand Canyon!!!!!!!
Blacklotus121 (8:22:32 PM): Now boarding rows 80-100
Blacklotus121 (8:22:41 PM): !!1
Blacklotus121 (8:22:47 PM): canyon of grandess!!!
stefworld123 (8:23:11 PM): or at least i think so. and the mountains of Colorado. and dont forget those circle shaped farms!
Blacklotus121 (8:23:29 PM): :-)
Blacklotus121 (8:23:49 PM): I just wanna fly and eat peanuts and my special vegetarian meal and drink diet coke with no ice while smelling ozone and listening to headphones
Blacklotus121 (8:23:58 PM): god i love flying
stefworld123 (8:24:14 PM): you were born to travel my friend
Blacklotus121 (8:24:24 PM): lol
stefworld123 (8:24:27 PM): good luck with jetlag
Blacklotus121 (8:24:28 PM): gotta finish packing
Blacklotus121 (8:24:41 PM): you usually dont get jetlag flying Westward
stefworld123 (8:24:53 PM): but you fly eastward coming back, dont you?
Blacklotus121 (8:24:59 PM): yeah
Blacklotus121 (8:25:04 PM): but i can sleep so no problem
Blacklotus121 (8:25:08 PM): gotta go pack
Blacklotus121 (8:25:12 PM): bye bye
stefworld123 (8:25:16 PM): ok. Bon Voige!
stefworld123 (8:25:19 PM): bye!!!!!!!!!!
Blacklotus121 (8:25:24 PM): Merci beaucoup!
Blacklotus121 signed off at 8:25:30 PM.
(Im a little rusty on my French...)

So yea, Geoff is traveling to LA (California) to study forensics and such for two weeks. Ill miss him :'(. But hopefully we'll do something when he gets back. By then I think Ill have my hair cut! Im starting at chin level and just layering the entire thing. My hair is so long, about 2 1/2 ft from root to tip to be exact. That takes over an hour to detangle, and layers help with brushing. Hopefully the layers wont curl, I just want lots of texture and no worries for my hair. Thats all I ask! Time to look at more blog skins.

Have an awsome flight, Geoff! :-D

2005-07-01T18:46:00.000-07:00

MY FIRST PAYCHECK!....

I was happy to open up the envelope to see how much I had gotten. It was pretty good, until I looked further down to see the "Taxes" section, were they took away about $20 out of my paycheck, and then I owed my mom $25. So where does this leave me, you ask? $41. Im not suppose to be this sad. The clothing and such I get dont come cheap, so I guess Im going to have to save up a lot to be able to just buy pants and a shirt, oh joy. Give me a moment to let out my anger...

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKSHITSHITSHITASSASSASSFUCKERFUCKERFUCKKK!

I probably wont be as mad next time, or in a few minutes if Mel can do something. Geoff wont be able to go, he has to pack for LA (something about studying forensics, kind of like debating). Have a safe flight! :-D.

Time to call Mel. Hopefully she can still go.

2005-06-30T19:20:00.000-07:00

I randomly stole this quiz from Mel, answer it even if you dont know, its more fun that way :-). When youre done, post the finished copy in a comment for this post:

1.who are you?
2.are we friends?
3.when and how did we meet?
4.how have I affected you?
5.what do you think of me?
6.whats the fondest memory you have of me?
7.how long do you think we will be friends?
8.do you love me?
9.do you have a crush on me?
10.would you kiss me?
11.would you hug me?
12.physically, what stands out?
13.emotionally, what stands out?
14.do you wish I was cooler?
15.on a scale of 1-10, how hott am i?
16.give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17.am I loveable?
18.how long have you known me?
19.describe me in one word.
20.what was your first impression?
21.do you still think that way about me now?
22.what do you think my weakness is?
23.do you think Ill get married?
24.what makes me happy?
25.what makes me sad?
26.what reminds you of me?
27 if you could give me anything what would it be?
28.how well do you know me?
29.whens the last time you saw me?
30.ever wanted to tell me something but couldnt?
31.do you think I could kill someone?
32.do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33.do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen
34.are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?
35.who do you think loves me?
36.do you genuinly care for me?

2005-06-29T21:47:00.000-07:00

Ah, I need to update more, and do more things.

Ive decided that Banana Republic is an OK place to shop. I was kind of horrified what I saw that the skirts there were $100, but hey, they were classy. Wow, I have a weird split fashion personality: I like Hot Topic AND Banana Republic. Its nice to get some variety in my clothing though. I just recently cleaned out my closet and got rid of about half of my old wardrobe. I sense a shopping spree coming! As soon as I get my first paycheck, no problem!

The vet job is going great, as usual. Ive already made a friend, Chuck the pug, so cute. He snorts when he barks XD...

Blah, the ignorance of some people at Blogskins.com can get to you, but making skins is fun. Its just about all I do now. I have an average rating of 4.23 stars (out of 5) and 559 total downloads for all of my skins. Heres the chart!

I know, I have no life whatsoever. I need to call someone and do something...

2005-06-22T20:38:00.000-07:00

EMBRACE YOUR INNER CHIUAUA.
BE THE CHIUAUA.
GO CRAZY!!!

Be like me. Fight the pain of summer boredom. Dont be afraid to be a spaz, its actually quite healthy at times. Just a Public Service Anouncement for you all.

2005-06-22T18:44:00.000-07:00

Mmmm, Im starting to get more and more cranky after work as the summer drones on. Ah, I need more coffee.

I went out with dearest Geoffrey today, but Im not happy that I wasnt as hyppppeerrr. We still had fun though. I ended up getting my summer reading books at Barnes and Nobles. It kind of took a while to find, since the lady at the desk sent someone off to get it, and then I foudn it, so the poor man made that trip all around the place for nothing. It has hysterical XD. We just kept walking around here and there, drinking tons of coffee (me at least). I had an Iced Carmal thingy, water, and a double shot of Espresso. It all payed off in the end, dont worry my dears. Towards the end we escaped over to Petsmart for just a couple minutes where I livened up a bit, and bonded with a hampster. And since scented things are a NECESSITY, we ran over to Peir 1. I got two very fragrant candles there, yum. Itll look great for my display. Then it was all over, and I ran in the house to change and then dropped him off then it was off to work. It was superawsomeamazing to see him again, to liven my spirits! And get some good coffee...

Ah, I am way too tired to move, let alone talk. Im hungry, very hungry. Beware or I might eat you...

2005-06-21T15:14:00.000-07:00

BLESSED SUMMER SOLSTICE!!!

stefworld123 (11:51:17 AM): hey! Happy Summer Solstice!
Geoff (11:51:41 AM): hey
Geoff (11:51:50 AM): SUMMA SUMMA SUMMATIME
stefworld123 (11:52:05 AM): :-D . lol
stefworld123 (11:52:44 AM): so what is upeth?
Geoff (11:52:51 AM): nothing
Geoff (11:52:55 AM): oh god, its summmer
Geoff (11:52:57 AM): :-(
Geoff (11:53:01 AM):
Geoff (11:53:11 AM): I loved Fall, Winter, and Spring
Geoff (11:53:14 AM): but Summer....
Geoff (11:53:15 AM): meh.
stefworld123 (11:53:21 AM): no HOT :'(
Geoff (11:53:26 AM): I know!!!!
Geoff (11:53:26 AM): eew
stefworld123 (11:53:27 AM): TOO*
Geoff (11:53:29 AM): whats up with that?
stefworld123 (11:53:43 AM): i dunno. the sun must die. it gives me sun poisoning
stefworld123 (11:53:56 AM): i dont want my skin to turn purple again
Geoff (11:54:30 AM): nope, me neither
Geoff (11:54:36 AM): the sun needs to learn its place!
stefworld123 (11:54:47 AM): yea! behind the clouds!
Geoff (11:55:30 AM): YEAH
Geoff (11:55:38 AM): where are the Sun Police when you need 'em?
stefworld123 (11:56:07 AM): theyre dealing with the moon shining issue. theyre way to busy to help us
Geoff (11:56:21 AM): aww
Geoff (11:56:26 AM): Ill page them later, i guess
stefworld123 (11:56:38 AM): thank you. its not like moonlight gives you skin cancer
Geoff (11:56:50 AM): yeah

So yes, its finally officially summer! A good think and a bad thing a suppose. I havent really planned anything today, or cleaned off my desk and put up the new display. Im thinking of doing that later. Im probably going to bake a delicous loaf of herbed bread and dance around with my sparkler candles. Then its off to the bath tub for a soothing bubble bath. Of course this is all after I go to work. After all, I do need money...

Thats all for now. I better hurry up before Im late! Its not good to be late for work...EVER. :-P

2005-06-18T19:46:00.000-07:00

I AM NOW OFFICIALLY EMPLOYED!!! :-D

I just got a call from the vet and they want me to work there! I have no idea what the pay is but Im starting off on Tuesday from 3:30-6:30 p.m. I can feel the excitement. My first job!

I thought this picture was cute, it represents my new vet job, and the fact that Im hungry...XD

This is the greatest new face Ive descovered, the twitch smilie: O_<. And lets not forget the crack smilie: *.*. The things I think of when Im bored...

Ok well Im off to celebrate my new found career, as Im now an official working member of society. Bye :-D

2005-06-17T17:29:00.000-07:00

Hey :-D. Wow, its been a while since I last wrote...

The last day of school finally came, I wasnt really that sad because I knew I would most likely see everyone again. But next year brings more excitement and freedom than the last. Id say 15 minutes in between classes and walking outdoors is a great way to spend the new year as a Sophmore. That kidn of sounds weird...Sophmore...

So far Ive been doing absolutely nothing this summer, but sooner or later Im going to call someone to save myself from becoming braindead due to the lack of mental stimulation. I had gotten more than enough people to sign my yearbook, in my opinion, and will be looking through it to find phone numbers and such to call. Sadly there will be people moving and will no longer be either in the district or in the state. I salute you, Steph and Dena. Have fun...

Well Im happy to say that I pretty much have the vet job! I went in to do the work for two hours, and decided that I could tolerate my chores and tasks. Ill be going in again Saturday at 8 a.m. and work again for two hours, just to see if I really want the job. Luckily Ill be getting a list of what to do each day, so as not to get too confused. All I really have to do is walk dogs, pooper scoop, clean matts and such, and other small tasks. I have to clue what itll pay yet, but thats not too important. Just as long as I get my money :-P.

Ive also been making a habit of designing blog skins (layouts) for blogs, xangas, etc. Want to see any of these designs? Go over to my "Links" section and take a took. I have about 12 so far, and there will probably be more, if I get even more bored and/or inspired. Ive really been into art and such lately, I guess summer does that to you. It gives you so much time to a variety of things: paint, scrapbook, take pictures, read, visit Geoff at the Zebra Stripes Whale and have some coffee or ice cream. Yea, summer rocks :-D.

Ok well I think thats all for now. Im a little hungry, so maybe Ill have pasta with some combination of tomatos? I cook a lot now as well, so I have fun and eat healthy, which is a great trade-off. Then its off to the cafe for some Ice Cream! Yum, I love Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough...Bye :-D

2005-06-13T11:45:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL IS NOW OVER!!! (Not that I hated it, its just that I love beign lazy :-P)

2005-06-02T20:15:00.000-07:00

Hey :-D. Well everything has been going pretty good so far in the week. I found this quiz online somewhere, I think its a pretty good desciption of me. Bye :-D

Global Personality Test Results

Stability (72%) high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic..
Orderliness (46%) medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.
Extraversion (35%) moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

Take Free Global Personality Test
personality tests by similarminds.com

2005-06-01T18:14:00.000-07:00

Hey :-D. Wow, I havent written in a long time, mostly because of the slow computers in school. Some good things have happened over the past two weeks or so. On with the show...

Ah, its been raining. A few times this week we've had a lot of rain, even a tornado warning (it actually touched down and hit near a bridge in New Jersey). Everything is starting to grow, even my Passion Flower Plant. Its been around for almost a year now, and it has one really huge bud on it that is about to bloom! I love nature. Sadly nature can also die, my tree in teh front yard had to be removed, it finally died. We're hoping to get a weeping cherry in place of it...

And so the countdown begins, there are now officially 8 more days left of school for me, and Im neither happy nor sad. I enjoyed my freshman year, and it went by so fast. I think my entire high school career will go by quickly, and soon Ill be in college, which I cant wait for. Im planning on getting my yearbook tomarrow, they had them today but as always I never have the money to buy things. I dont have my schedule for next year but I know the courses Im taking: English 10 Honors, Global Studies (they messed me up so Im a year behind all of my private school friends...), Biology I, Geometry, Algrebra II, French II, and Art II. I cant wait for the new year, it sounds promising. Doubling up in math should be fun too, sadly at my old school they didnt let me into math honors. I would be learning Trigonometry and Pre-Calculus in 10th grade...French will probably be the most fun of the whole year...

I AM NOW EMPLOYED. :-D. Ill be getting a job at the Newtown Vet cleaning cages, feeding the animals, and walking them. Its only 8 hours total on the weekends, and I get at least $5.15 an hour, Im not sure yet. J'adore le animals :-). This is going to be a wonderful experience. I get to take a tour first, after I get my physical at the doctor. I am now a working member of society. How wonderful...

Litha is coming! :-D. Once shcool is out Ill be planning for the Summer Solstice. I dont know exactly what Im going to bake yet, but I think there is going to be a lot of bread involved. Ive saved up all of my sparkler candles, and hopefully this time Ill have someone to celebrate with. It's going to be the longest day of the year, which means the celebration is going to last for hours and hours on end. Hopefully this time I can make some good incense, if I havent already. I made a lot of essential oils in the beginning of the year. Ill make sure to post what Im going to do and make once I know...

I now have a Recipe Blog!: http://mesrecettesalapart.blogspot.com. There you will find one recipe per post, all color coordinated with a Cafe theme to it. Ill try to keep updating either once a week or once every two weeks....

Im now starting to get into the Hippy culture. Its all Geoff's fault. Im now wearing my gypsy skirt and I have the Goo Goo Dolls on constant play in my head. Not that its a bad thing, mind you. I like the Goo Goo Dolls. Maybe Ill laern how to play guitar and sit in Tyler State Park and have a picnic with someone. Who knows, it can happen...

Ok well I think thats about all there is to write. I think Im going to just go into my room, relax, watch TV, and be one with my mind. I might stay on the computer for a little longer before I do. Bye :-D

PS- I also made three blogskins at blogspot.com for those who want to see. Theyre called "FOAMY", "Springtime Bliss...Beltane", and "Under the Stars". ~enjoy~

2005-05-24T14:30:00.000-07:00

A fake bird cage in teh foyer. My cats think the blue bird (its light activated and makes chiring noises) is real...

2005-05-24T14:29:00.000-07:00

Another side of the garden. I like the accent lights on the side :-).

2005-05-24T14:28:00.001-07:00

another garden picture. I like the giant purple things.

2005-05-24T14:28:00.000-07:00

The first Passion Flower bud! Unfortunately it fell off shortly after I took the picture, but there are still other ones.

2005-05-24T14:27:00.000-07:00

My Spice Girls CDs. yes, I stil have them. I should listen to them again...

2005-05-24T14:26:00.000-07:00

No I really dont know what that means... I hear its against homosexuality, but its a small suvenoir from New Hope...

2005-05-24T14:25:00.000-07:00

Dont ask, I just love this shirt :-P.

2005-05-24T14:24:00.000-07:00

Me wearing an ascot. You can really see it though, but its looks nice.

2005-05-24T14:23:00.000-07:00

Yet another picture of my pretty garden. The rusty watering can is a nice touch...

2005-05-24T14:22:00.001-07:00

A wonderful musical night with Geoff. Sadly I also need a microphone so I can at least talk back...The music was good though

2005-05-24T14:22:00.000-07:00

I have no idea why I took this picture. Im scared...

2005-05-24T14:21:00.000-07:00

Ahh! I look high in that picture. And my face is too bright.

2005-05-24T14:20:00.001-07:00

Its me, looking rather oddly at the camera...

2005-05-24T14:20:00.000-07:00

My wonderful bed, where I sleep every night. I love the garland on the bed post...

2005-05-24T14:19:00.000-07:00

Another part of my garden. Its really starting to flourish.

2005-05-24T14:18:00.000-07:00

This is from when I was sick, I ate a bagel, with cream cheese. The creamy, creamy, creamy, cheesy, cheesy, cream :-P

2005-05-24T14:17:00.000-07:00

The first rose of the year!

2005-05-24T14:16:00.001-07:00

Me talking a dip from the hummus with a chip. I look like Im going to sleep...

2005-05-24T14:16:00.000-07:00

A picture of the Main Squeeze place. They have really great vegan friendly foods, and its small and well decorated :-)

2005-05-24T14:15:00.000-07:00

And this is Geoff, sipping some of his smoothy. Expect this picture to be in his blog :-P.

2005-05-24T14:14:00.000-07:00

A beautiful painting Geoff wanted. He swares he'll have it...one day...

2005-05-24T14:13:00.000-07:00

This has got to be the biggest Gay Pride Flag Geoff and I have ever seen. We support Homosexuals. So he took a picture of it.

2005-05-24T14:12:00.000-07:00

Here are some nice fountains in New Hope for sail. Sadly once again I didnt have enough money to buy one...

2005-05-24T14:11:00.000-07:00

An overweight cat at Tabby's Place. Its a no-kill, run around free shelter in New Jersey. The cats there were so adorable :-)

2005-05-24T14:09:00.000-07:00

Ah, the show I saw! It was halarious! You should go see it when they come to Philadelphia again...

2005-05-24T14:08:00.001-07:00

The ceiling of the War Memorial. Isnt it pretty?

2005-05-24T14:08:00.000-07:00

The ceiling and doors of the War Memorial Building where we saw a special show...

2005-05-24T14:07:00.000-07:00

The Bleeding Hearts are finally growing! :-D

2005-05-24T14:06:00.001-07:00

Its my ceiling, with the spiderweb netting over me. I only use it when Im reading

2005-05-24T14:06:00.000-07:00

Stripes are fun!

2005-05-24T14:05:00.001-07:00

A black rose for you, my dear...

2005-05-24T14:05:00.000-07:00

A picture of a rug hanging in our foyer. I love the scenery in it :-)

2005-05-24T14:04:00.000-07:00

My shower, where I take my showers. I like the nice use of flowery curtains...

2005-05-24T14:03:00.000-07:00

Geoff's birthday present! As you can see the light reflected off of it funny, it its still pretty. The symbol is of the Taurus.

2005-05-24T14:02:00.000-07:00

Part of my backyard near the window. I dont know why it looks like its so dark outside...

2005-05-24T14:01:00.000-07:00

J'adore le Jardin :-D (I love the garden)

2005-05-24T14:00:00.000-07:00

The Day of Silence! I only did it for an hour though, but it was worth it...

2005-05-24T13:59:00.001-07:00

The Beltane display again, only lit up with the giant incense stick.

2005-05-24T13:59:00.000-07:00

The baby Yule tree. It looks like its doing ok for lasting almost 6 months...

2005-05-24T13:56:00.001-07:00

My beautiful Beltane display! :-D. Notice the giant three wick candle.

2005-05-24T13:56:00.000-07:00

Me in my gypsy skirt and fishnet stockings.

2005-05-24T13:55:00.000-07:00

My beloved cat Lita, molesting my shoes again. She likes doing that for some reason...

2005-05-21T21:05:00.000-07:00

Hey :-D. Well nothing has really happened, but at least in rained yeaterday :-D. Heres an element quiz for you all to see. I think it describes me well. Ill update on Wednesday if I get the chance. bye :-D

You scored as Earth.

Earth

75%

Light

75%

Wind

75%

Fire

69%

Water

56%

Dark

50%

The Complete Elemental Quiz v1.0
created with QuizFarm.com

2005-05-18T00:43:00.000-07:00

Hey :-D. Well nothing has really happened since this weekend, everything was pretty relaxing despite my cold, Ive been coughing up things out of my lungs that I didnt even know existed. Oh well, on with the show...

Well Ive has this really bad cold sicne last Friday I think, its been the worst Ive had this entire year. I was forced to go to school on Monday because I had off yesterday to recooperate. That didnt turn out as great as I hoped, I ended up having a temperature of about 100 and I kept saying wierd things and kept seeing things, I should keep a note next time that if Im delerious I shoudl stay home no matter what days I have off from school...Im getting better though, besides the coughing...

I had also found out what person Pillz-E is suppose to be, hes suppose to be Jerry Lewis, but as Foamy said he sounds like "Woodie Alan on crack" :-P. You can find a good example of Pillz-E's voice here in Kavorkian Scarf. I think youll find it most enjoyable. Ah, I love to watch Foamy in my spare time. I usually watch it in the morning with some chocolate soy milk and Thai rice noodles, or while Im working on homework, to sooth myself and keep myself from overstressing my brain....

For some reason lately I feel the urge to take many interesting pictures of things, such as my bagel and cream cheese, my shower, pictures of my, and of other people doing random things. As I said before to someone, I feel like a camera whore. I also feel the need to cook exotic foods, I felt really Italian yesterday (and I really an Italian), so I cooked some pasta but instead I added some more olive oil, different herbs and spices, and as always with my pastas, added a little bit of wine for flavor and sofistication. It was pretty good, and very delicious. I made some Strawberry Crisp a few days ago too, and it turned out really good. I might think about maybe taking some cooking classes later on in college, but not as a full time job, just on the side. If they have some this summer I might, if I dont get a job at the Newtown Vet instead. Im looking forward to working there if I can. I think I only get paid minimum wage though, which now is $5.15. What has this world come to?

Ah, yesterday night felt like Samhain. I was talking to my friend on the computer and he had Irish music playing over the computer. I did a little Irish jig, 'twas very fun :-D. I wish for it to be Autumn agian, I miss those times. Itll come in a few months though, so no worries.

Ok well I think thats all there is to type. I guess Ill go and play some computer games for the rest of EOP (we have an after lunch EOP this time because of an event going on at the East Campus). bye :-D

2005-05-15T20:57:00.000-07:00

Hey :-D. Well nothing exciting happened during the week, we had a Carnival Day though, but i got food poisoning and 3rd degree facial burns. Oh well, on with the show...

Well nothing really great happened in school as usual, but i got to see Geoff today! I hadent seen him since March I think, it was fun. We decided to go to this no kill, run around free cat shelter in New Jersy called Tabby's Place, where they had spacious rooms for the cats to roam around and little cubbies for them to sleep it. We even saw a 20 year old cat, and that rarely happens. We also saw a really fat one, and one who needed a sort of wheel chair to get around, which was Geoff's favorite. We hope when he moves to New York he'll adopt him...

Once we were done wondering around and giving them a donation we drove over to New Hope. Neither of us had been there in a while so it was a good day to go. We were (actually more Geoff) was in a hurry to get something to eat. We found Main Squeeze and had a nice vegan lunch of hummus dip, tortillia ships, soem type of wrap with noodles (he shared all of this with me, thank you! I owe you many vegan goodies...) and I had an iced Ginger Tea. Afterwards it was off to the New Hope Candle Shop, Gypsy Haven but unfortunately they were under reconstruction, then off to Mystical Thymes were Geoff got a grey and yellow canlde along with a netmeg nut for good luck for getting a job at a local cafe. Hopefully it will work for him. They had a good stock of penjulums. On our way through the busy streets we spotted probably the biggest gay pride flag you have ever seen, so Geoff took a picture of it :-). As a matter of fact we took pictures of a lot of odd things, not that the flag was odd, but we took a picture of me eating the Hummus, him sipping his smoothie, etc. etc. We stopped at one point and just sat down, blowing at the dandelion seeds, and just enjoying life. Afterwards we were goign to either go to the Zebra Striped or at my place, and we decided to go back to my house. But due to the fact that we had to stop for groceries and the line was incredibly long, he couldnt stay :'(. But we stopped back at the house to get his present. Im really glad he liked it :-D. I made him a special Taurus candle, with red on the bottom, pure Middsummer's Night black in the middle, a giant spot of purple, and a little strip of grey at the top, with different herbs in each one. I also gave him the card signed by everyone, and a marble charged with reiki energy, and a beautiful Amy Brown card. I really enjoyed myself, it was really great seeing Geoff again :-). Hopefully next time my cat wont attack when we go into my room...

Ok well I think thats all for now, I think Ill talk to Geoff a little more then later on drink some more tea. Today was a really good day, so Ill probably light candles and such later one too. bye :-D

2005-05-11T10:11:00.000-07:00

Hey :-D. Well the computers here are finally working faster, but it takes a long time for the computer to boot up due to the virus scan theyre running on just about every computer. Oh well, on with the show...

Well this week has been going pretty good, sadly my swimming season ended and Ill no longer swim until around October or so. I go for the fun of it but at least I get a good lung exercise and some carteo workout. I need to stay somewhat in shape but not to the point where I need to do something for the heck of it or to lose weight, I could care less about my weight. I just miss going to swimming every Tuesday...

I had finally taken a bubble bath :-D. Its been many months, almost a year, since my last one. Theyre very relaxing. I liek to burn incense while I soak, relax, read a book if I want, and just soak my troubles away. Everyone should take one at least twice a year. Ah, so relaxing...

Well soon its going to be the Summer Solstice! I dont know what Im going to bake or make yet, its still a little early. At least it wont be during school so I can most likely have a celebration with someone. I have my sparkler candles and incense sticks ready just incase. It should be enjoyable, and maybe I can go to New Hope for a special celebrationg. Im already going to Salem for Lammas so that shoudl be fun...

Ok well I think thats all for now, I think Ill spend the rest of EOP working on homework and such. bye :-D.

2005-05-10T18:44:00.000-07:00

Hey :-D. Well the week has been ok so far, I might update later if I have time in EOP. I found this survey on some random person's sight and decided to fill it out ~enjoy~:

[x] the following if they are true
[x] I have a cell phone.
[ ] I'm obsessed with new things.
[x] I'm the oldest child. well only actually...
[ ] I am a shopoholic.
[ ] I love "perks of being a wallflower"
[ x] I love wearing a lot of black eyeliner (even though i
rarely wear it anymore...)
[] I love Daquires.
[x] I love the weekends.
[ ] I can't live without lipgloss.
[x] I can't live without music.
[ ] I lived in Tahoe.
[x] I spend money I have (most of the time)
[x] I'll be in college for over 4 years (im not really sure)
[ ] I love designer handbags (Coach, Burberry, Louis
Vuitton)
[ ] I get annoyed easily.
[] I eventually want kids. (haha that was funny...)
[ ] I love the Backsreet Boys.
[x] I have more than a couple horrible memories. (doesnt everyone?)
[ ] I'm obsessed with Degrassi
[x] I am a person. or am i?
[] My first kiss was unexpected
[ ] I start school on Jan 4th or 5th
[x] I love taking pictures.
[x] I hate girls who are fake
[x] I can be mean when I want to
[x] My dreams are bizzare
[ ] I am bisexual.
[ ] I have way too many pairs shoes.
[ ] I've seen Shes all That at least 50 times.
[] i dress how i feel everyday
[x] I love Charmed.(ive only sen it once haha)
[] Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
[x] I hate when people are rediculously late
[ ] Winter is my favorite season.
[] I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
[x] I love to sleep.
[ ] I wish I was smarter.
[] I am the hottest bachelor
[ ] I have a lot drama.
[x] No one knows my full story of my life.
[x] I love my hair. (its ok. i like dying it)
[x] I sometimes fight with my parents (it doesnt really
happen anymore)
[ ] I love the beach.
[ ] I have had the chicken pox.
[x] I'm excited for the future.
[x] I can't control my emotions. (yes and no, but in a
good way)
[ ] I can't wait till New Year's.
[ ] I love the show 'Rich Girls'
[x] I love my friends.
[ ] I have been to or past "3rd base"
[ ] Christmas is my favorite holiday.
[ ] I can be very insecure sometimes.
[ x] I have had a broken bone.
[ ] I hate ignorant people. (no they just bother me)
[ ] I love my laptop.
[x] I love guys that play the guitar.
[x ] I state the obvious.
[x] I'm a happy person.
[] I love to dance
[ ] I love to sing
[x] I hate cleaning my room. (yes and no)
[x] i sometimes get jealous. (everyone does at some
point)
[x] I like to play video games. (actually only on teh
computer. they dont make N64 games anymore...)
[ ] I love John Mayer
[xxx] I hate when I see animals/people getting
hurt/abused. (its worse for me to see animals hurt than people for some rason...)
[x ] I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat beef (im
politarian so I only eat chicken, and tons of dairy :-9)
[x] I don't like to study for tests. (i never need to)
[x] I love playdough
[ ] I am too forgiving
[ ] I have a good sense of direction
[ x] I love high school (it doesnt suck but its not
exciting)
[] I have a talent of sweet talking my way out of things
[x] I have drank alcohol (wine and a very non-alcoholic
alcoholic drink )
[x] I don't drink enough to get drunk. (i dont even drink
anyway...)
[ ] I have tried smoking
[ ] I love kisses on the forhead
[x] I love the color blue
[x] I don't sew. i'd like to though
[x] I am not addicted to drugs.
[ ] I love the Olsen twins
[ ] I become stressed easily
[ ] I like comfy sweatpants.
[x] Bam Margera is AWESOME
[x] I love the smell of fresh laundry.- [
[x] I love my family. (theyre ok i guess)
[x] I dont mind shots
[x] I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
[x] I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
[] I hate the feeling of failure.
[x] I am still a virgin.
[ ] I would love to have my own fashion line.
[x] I can be selfish sometimes (not a lot though, but it does sometimes happen)
[x] I still act like a little kid. (sometimes haha)
[ ] Above all, I despise dishonesty
[x] I can stay on the computer forever.
[x] I love music.
[ ] I wish I was more motivated when it comes to school. (im a self-motivator, theres no need for more motivation)
[x] I love getting stuff in the mail.
[ ] I have problems letting go of people.
[x] I hate the feeling of being alone. (im a loner myself so
it doenst really matter, but sometimes yes)

Ok well I dont really have anything to write, hopefully I can tomarrow. Im probably going to go watch TV now or something. bye :-D

2005-05-07T21:01:00.000-07:00

Hey :-D. Well this past week has been pretty slow but it eventually ended. The weekend is going by slow which is also good. On with the show...

Well Beltane happened last Sunday! It was AMAZING! :-D. I couldnt do much though, but I did do my distance healing, decorated my desk with extravagant flowers, danced with a sparkler candle for a few minutes, purified my room, and baked a delicioud Strawberry Crisp! Sadly no orgy for bonfire for me, maybe next year will be a little more exciting and fun. Hopefully Ill have more people to celebrate with as well. The Summer Solstice should be something fun too sice no one has school on the 21st of June and itll be very nice out...

Well its finally May already, the Freshman year has gone by really fast. It feels like its still Fall when I first started out, not really knowing anyone. I think high school will go by in a blur, Ill probably hardly remember any of the people of what happened, but at least teh year was fun. But its still not over yet so maybe something really unforgetable will happen...or maybe not...

The only exciting thing we did all week was having the cheese fair in French class. We sampled many French cheeses, many of which include Laughing Cow, Bri, and this spreadable kind made of goat cheese. And they had the one thing no one could resist, Nutella. It's a hazelnut spread with chocolate, yum :-9. We spread it on the bagette slices and saw clips of our teacher in France and other European countries. Im starting to really like the French culture, not jsut because they give off the vibe of being artistic and sophisticated. I enjoy their whole way of life, maybe someday I can live there for a year or two...

Ok well I think thats all for now, I dont really have anything else to write about. Hopefully I can write again next EOP with something more exciting. Im probably going to watch more Foamy, "A Pair of Pants" is hysterical: "Richard!" (sorry, I just ahd a sudden outburst of randomness). bye :-D

PS- Heres a funny icon I found, its quite funny :-P

2005-05-01T14:36:00.000-07:00

Blessed BELTANE!!! :-D

2005-04-30T16:22:00.000-07:00

Hey :-D. Well its been a while since Ive written, I couldnt write in EOP because of a make-up lab for Science. Things have been going pretty good. On with the show...

Well school has been going pretty good. I have an A in both Social Studies and Typing, a B- in Science, and a B+ in French, which is pretty good. I get another piercing if I get all my grades a B or higher. So far my chances are good....

Well nothing interesting has really happened, except that we're watching Moulin Rouge in French :-D. The movie looked pretty good so far, we're going to finish it on Monday. It's suppose to be a love story but it still looks good. Moulin Rouge literally translates into "Red Windmill", which I learned is a real red windmill where they hold dinner and shows. Its about $100 to get in, but it includes everything with it. It's the dance hall of the infamous Can Can dance as well. I liked the way everyone was dressed, and how it takes place in the French Renaissance where art was thriving, people were dancing, and marriment was all around. That would have been a nice time period to live in...

Tomarrow is Beltane!!! :-D. I already have the display up, including my giant three wick candle, the little six pack of candles from Peir 1, A C Moore candles, and teh entire desk covered in bleeding heart flowers. I actually took some pictures of the display, and tomarrow Ill be taking more pictures and hopefully upload them on to the computer for you all to see. So far I have been baking all day. I made Fried Honey Cakes, Beltane Cookies, and soon tomarrow Ill be making Strawberry Crisp and hopefully Geoff's Scrambled Tofu :-9. My mom is also charging my pentagram with attunements from reiki so that my neclace can hold the healing energy wherever I go! Shes taking a three day reiki class and after Sunday she will be a certified instructor who can give full attunements. I might be getting some and teach people myself once I master it. Its good for Chakra theropy, pain, headaches, tumors/lumps, etc., etc...

Well I jsut found out a couple days ago that Ill be 15 1/2 this summer which means I have to study for my permit :-). Im pretty excited about driving, and at the same time scared that I wont be able to drive correctly. But Ill be taking driver's Ed next year so I should be fine....I also found out that I need to get a job soon. I cant this year because its really hard to find a decent job, so Im going to be taking a Forensic Science course, that deals with hair and fingerprint analyzing, drug testing, handwriting analysis, and a field trip to the NJ State Police Forensics Lab :-D. Its a lot like what you see on CSI. Hopefully someday Ill be a Forensic Scientist, with a side job of working in a shop at New Hope selling incense, candles, and all your other earthen and pagan needs. I hope to actually have more of a full time job working on selling earthen products...

Ok well I think thats about all for now, I have to prepare for tomarrow :-D. Not only is it Beltane but its also a marathon of the Avatar from 11:30am to 4pm! Go watch it, its a really good show...bye :-D

2005-04-22T14:01:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEOFF! (and Earth day.... :-D)

2005-04-20T15:55:00.000-07:00

hey :-D. Well I havent really written anything in a while, Ive been pretty busy with more school work and such. The past week or two has been pretty good. On with the show...

Well today I had to stay home since I was sick, which is a little mixture of a bad cold and PMS. I havent really done much today except watch TV. Surprise Design was on and I had watched it for the first time, it was pretty good, and I had also eaten a vegan breakfast of Thai noodles and chocolate soy milk, yum :-9. I have a lot to do this week as far as planning, making gifts, picking flowers, etc....

Well recently I had found out that next year will be completely different and more exciting in some parts. The West campus is getting a new section built on called the "G Block", which includes new science rooms where the old glass bridge was. Soem renevations are being done on the East campus (11th and 12th grade) and now next year both schools will be mixed together, so now 9th, 10th, 11th, and 12th grade students will intermix into one school again. Since there will be Math and English in the East campus and Social Studies and Science in teh West campus, we have to walk from building to building to get to our new classes. The worst part of the whole thign is that instead of starting school at 7:25, we're now going to start at 7:00 but still end at 2:10, and the good part is is that we now have 10-15 minutes in between eaech class! Ah, its finally starting to look and feel like college, I here its a lot of fun and exciting and starting out with a college environment sooner is even better :-D...

Well teh next two weeks are goign to be filled with fund and excitement. This Friday is Geoff's birthday! :-D I dont think Ill be doing anything with him though, he has other plans with other people, but I might be able to on Saturday if time allows. I would tell you what Im planning on making him, but he might be reading this right now...but I promise itll be very pagan-y. If we're doing somethign a little bigger then I might be baking him a special vegan cake (he's had it before. its the same kind as my birthday cake from teh pictures below) but I might make it even better if I have the right equipment...

Beltane is in less than two weeks!!! :-D I still havent figured out what exactly Im going to bake, but teh entire celebration is goign to be one of the biggest ones Ive had so far. If i can get the right materials, Ill make my own May Pole, hire some interperative drummers or do it myself, dance around the May Pole, wear soem nice gypsy/hippy/pagan clothing to bring out the spirit of the holiday, etc. etc. I had actually found a gypsy skirt in my closet that was meant to be a gypsy Halloween costume one year, but I didnt like it so I never wore it, until now. I like to wear it aroudn teh house, its very aerodynamic and comfortable. Ill also be wearing my beautiful purple and black corset, wear my hair down and put braids in it here and there, and if I can Ill braid little flowers into them. The Bleeding Hearts just bloomed, and there are a lot of them, so I might have those in my hair and put plenty of them in the little vases on my desk. The desk is going to have the giant 3 wick candle I got at Joanne Fabrics, long with flowers everywhere, baked goodies will be made, songs wil be sung, and if possible Ill make a bonfire to leap over (its suppose to be good luck if you do). I even bought some sparkler candles if my dear friend Geoff comes over, and if Mel wants to then that should be fun. Maybe when I get older Ill perform the "Great Right", which is sex if you didnt know, or perhaps a Greenwood marage. I plan to live in a small house in the woods with tons on property that have lush flowers. All who wish to partake in my pagan celebrations are welcome to my humble abode when Im older...

For some reason my disk tha tI save sentance and paragraph drills on keeps failing. Ive had to replace it over 5 times and had to start some of tthem over and over again in the past week or so. I think my grade might be dropping because of it, the problem still isnt fixed but it might work from now on...

Ok well I think thats all for now, I have to go to the chiropracter and then come back onto the computer. Im in the mood for painting something for some reason, I might go and pick up some paint supplies on the weeked...bye :-D

2005-04-12T21:34:00.000-07:00

Hey :-D. Well nothing has really happened so far this week, its already Tuesday and teh week has gone by fast. Here are some pictures for you to look at. These will be the first, last, and probably the only pictures you will see of me. ~enjoy~. bye :-D

2005-04-12T18:31:00.000-07:00

Ah, a sunset. It was actually navy blue and purple when i looked at it...

2005-04-12T18:30:00.001-07:00

My red bangs that washed out into pink ::seizure::

2005-04-12T18:30:00.000-07:00

My green tips, only you cant tell theyre green. Theyre kind of faded...

2005-04-12T18:29:00.000-07:00

My other beloved cat Lita! (named after Sailor Jupitor on Sailor Moon. dont ask...)

2005-04-12T18:28:00.001-07:00

My Ostara display!

2005-04-12T18:28:00.000-07:00

A singing comic named Steve. He's very funny... :-P

2005-04-12T18:26:00.000-07:00

Me in my red and black fishnet shirt with my purple and black rose corset, fishnet stocking, and blue gypsy shirt (sadly the picture of the full outfit didnt show up right :'( )

2005-04-12T18:25:00.001-07:00

My beloved cat Timmy! (I named him after teh Ed, Edd, and Eddy character "Jimmy" but changed the J to a T instead...)